Jal Nicholl
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Jal Nicholl lives in Melbourne, where he is a secondary school English and philosophy teacher. His poetry has previously been published in Retort Magazine, Stylus Poetry Journal, Diagram, Famous Reporter, Quarterly Literary Review Singapore and Shampoo Poetry. |
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Audit Subtract the tangible, these pebbles smoothed unseen by god, by water, by machine; let mortar wear away the stone of prison opened to the public, and of private home. Sculptor, split the frozen tun: release the grapes inside, imagining the chisel is your tongue. The Annunciation The messenger appears, his face a bright mask over sleeping darkness, but hazy, seeming an actor in the kind of dream you have when you know you're dreaming. He reassures her, in his old-fashioned gold-trimmed livery, his sanguine complexion, the cool blue light he casts around him, speaking tunefully; he has come to tell her that, suddenly (although it's hardly news in heaven) she's at the centre of the whole plan of creation. Congratulations! You have been selected . . . he begins, ceremoniously reading from the letter whose seal he's broken; but at some point as the speech continues he stops reading, adopts a more intimate tone, as he folds and pockets what you'd assume was meant to be delivered, and concludes: So don't you dare tell anyone– of course they'd never believe you– but if you do and it gets back to me, I'll come back and there'll really be news. She thinks, Were I to ask the name of his boss– let alone for some I.D., who knows what might happen? Perhaps she screams beneath the whoosh of dazzling wings and arms that clasp her as he whispers like a gale in her ear, the name of the disease he's giving her. He's gone, the light gone From her blinded eyes–but the street outside the window he came in is squealing; revived, she can no more cry than sleep– it's the supernatural child who cries, already, to force her to eat, though she's not hungry; and soon she'll have to talk to it, soothe it with a song, devise a story to satisfy the world, and keep it straight. Father in Heaven A lookout over wetlands, like a cattle chute against a closed gate in an empty paddock– See how the heron drops a moment from his equilibrium, how ducks dive astutely and with open eyes. Feel the advance of shadows that will flood the roads tonight like sand a tussock facing the sea. Thus speaks the one whose likeness you are, pointing to fields impenetrable to a bored child's imaginary hide-and-seek. But you're well above the horizon here, as never before those views you used to try to paint, though you had to lie down in sand or grass to frame, for example, a closed street in the pose of a nape and shoulders turning to follow a face– their own. This one who made you ejected you from shelter, or you left after a certain age, because that too was nature. The same now turns his weekend face on you, having found the place agrees with him as much as he with it. Ceci n'est pas un oiseau, you say; but see how the bird goes its way conducted by his definite finger, sped by the name this gesture bestows as the sun strikes its wing like a window, and past this horizon, unthinking, as if it really were. |